Fear?

...Fear...

An unseen and psychological phenomenon that comes in all forms, shapes and sizes... and yet, always seem to ignite only ONE specific reaction amongst all of us.
There are those of us who fear love- the complications that arise from it and the bad sex that may come when the person isn't quite the right one for you. There are those of us who fear dogs. There are those of us who fear "good looking" people, simply because they're intimidating. There are those of us who fear heights. There are those of us who fear germs and there are plenty of us of fear death.

Some fears are acknowledged as rational

...but mine?...

...most see it as irrational...

No matter how much I tell myself that there is no such thing and that it's all in my hyperactive mind, I can't seem to get over my silly irrational fears.

Stupid clowns and their twisted faces.

Stupid darkness and its indefinite borders.

Stupid chainsaw man! In all seriousnes, MUST you kill everyone with a chainsaw?

Stupid nightmares... and the subsequent feeling of paralysation where I feel like I can't wake up.

I was told that I recieved a call last night... and that I answered the call... if so, why can't I remember it? What grips me the most is that all I remember from last night is that dreadful feeling-the one I really hate-the feeling of helplessness... which ironically dissapeared as quickly as the sun shone through my windows and onto my face. I hate it. Not only does it give me the heebie jeebies; it also makes me feel like something is coming. Something not quite right.

2012, please dont come. 2011 is my year!

Hmmm, how is it that I can jump of a cliff face; abseil down gorges and go to the city in my pyjamas without feeling scared... but I can't go through one night, without fear?

Urgh.

Day Nine

Two smileys that describe your life right now

1. 8D (happy, sarcastic, overjoyed)
2. .__. (fml, year 12. fml, assignments. oh god. etc)

i'm not going to like tomorrows..ack.

A confessed CHEATER.

Yes... I admit to my dishonesty :(
Chain me up and whip me bad if you please... *winkwink*
This dilemma of mine is quite trivial... some of you may even laugh but I feel so BAD!?!

Why?

Because everyone is soooo ahead of the 10 day blogging challenge and I'm still turtle-ing my way through the earlier challenges!
Sooooooooooo, to fix this overrated predicament, I have come up with a plan! A GENIUS plan that even einstein himself will be jealous of :)

I'm going to combine 3 challenges in one blog.

I'm a confessed cheater. I'm sorry. Forgive me?

.Lets start.

Seven things that cross my mind a LOT :)

1. That kid will grow up looking hella hot!!! rit reow!!

2. Should I smile to him/her? Is he/she even smiling at me? Oh just grin and bear it.... grin and bear... 0_0

3. Hey look! Someones waving at me :) Oh, this random wants to give me a hug? .... wait, theres another person behind me isnt there -.-

4. Should I eat??... narrr... OH SUSHI♥

5. Oh look over there! Hott guys♥ They're staring (0_0)...Strut it girlfriend! strut your stuff!... OH CRAP I just stacked it didn't I?

6. He/she smells really nice

7. Random dance moves to random songs .... which I then unconsciously do in real life THUS making a fool of myself yet again

Six things I wish I'd never done :S

1. Bad choice in relationships and such

2. Loosing my phone... 6 times in one year...

3. Constantly stacking and face-planting the floor

4. Laughing at my cousin for growing his measly green tomato and trying to sell it to passing by cars for 50 cents ~he may be small but he punches like the HULK~

5. Running after that bus from school!!!... and tripping over my feet.... a decision which caused me 3 weeks of PAIN because my FACE got cut and my knees, legs and arms were scraped/ bruised 'cause I fell onto the highway and tried to roll myself to safety :( Chloweeee... if you're reading this, putting dettol on OPEN wounds that size HURT LIKE SHIT!!! oh and thank you to the bio-oil formula that got rid of my face scars :)

6. Leaving my keys at home... and having to get in the house CIA style on a 42 degree day... thank you Jace for coming and saving me on that hot-hellish day♥

Five people that mean a LOT

1. Ame - my partner in nighttimeadventures and crime :)♥.

2. Chloweeee -my dearest BELOVED. AHA :)♥.

3. Leii -bestfriendinthewholewideworld... knows too much and is capable of destroying memyselfandI... but he won't because he totes loves my awesomeness which exceeds his without a doubt ;)♥.

4. Jace - the girl who knows me better... than me :)♥.

5. Most important of all: Mummy♥. aka-Mamoola

~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~.~

~YOU'RE BAACCCKKKKK!?! Can't wait to hear all the stories and misshaps :)~

~Are you happy now? Sheesh.~

4 things (some of) the male gender does that i abhor

1. act really condescending

2. think they are hot/cool stuff when they are not

3. take silly pictures of themselves in front of their bathroom mirror with gatsbied hair and mobile phone (soz :3)

(but it's funny)

4. think about tits and ass 100% of the time

Day Eight

Three things that girls/boys do that you love

aww come on, when can the questions be easier..

1. Smile and laugh lots at all times
2. Act genuinely kind and caring
3. Be friendly and willing to talk/show interest

(my posts are becomi- no, nevermind)

four things that (some) boiz do that i hate.

when they:
1. act differently around their friends
2. act extremely conceited & arrogant because they mistakenly think that they're da bomb diggity
3. walk through doors first and don't hold the door open .__.
4. have a rat's tail

Day Seven

Four things that girls do that you hate

uhh...

1. when they say they're not pretty, when really they are (nawww fml. i sound so soppy -sigh-... learn from this guy... aaron: IM A FAIRY PRINCESS.. or maybe he's just messed up)
2. travel in packs, especially when organising events. (oragniser's worst nightmare)
3. act fake.
4. download shoujo anime, and not better stuff LOL.