i want nobody, nobody but you

"my head is a box full of nothing, and that's the way i like it;
my garden's secret compartment, and that's the way i like it"

hey guys! long time no see.

taiwan has been okay - i've been surviving without msn and doing lots of things instead - eg. making friends with buskers and forgetting how to speak chinese when shopkeepers with crazy eyes stare at me and most of all, craving sleep.

i've seen pictures on facebook of everyone! sounds like you have all had a good time.

it's new years soon! it feels like 2010 has gone by so fast but in a way i'm glad it's departing because it was so dramatic and stressful. here comes 2011! one year before we all perish. hehe jk.

today i went to a cake museum and sun yat sen memorial hall..... and i've also been practising for a mandatory karaoke competition in which i have to dance the wonder girls dance which happens to involve feeling myself up and shaking my sweet, tight ass (JKZ) multiple times.

anyway i just wanted to say that i miss everyone - especially sean because he doesnt have facebook in china and also kristy and yeah.

stay safe, take care, bang chicks/guys

<3

circular motion.

藍色變成紅色因為你...有了你什麽都不差...

Because of you blue turned into red...I lack nothing when I have you...

柴米油盐酱醋茶/Firewood, rice, oil, salt, paste, vinegar, tea - 王力宏/ Wang Lee Hom
(damn the title is long. still brushing up on the chinese ahaha)

It becomes incredibly boring, when you're stuck at home, with nothing to do but wait/pack.

all the more, when you wake up at 6, only to come home after a lecture, to sleep again till 1.

man my life rocks.

the day mostly consisted of eating, sleeping, playing piano, studying and watching videos. yes, i know it sounds nice and relaxful. but i'd much rather try and get some things done before Harbin..

which reminds me, Harbin, in..-checks watch- 2 days time. (damn that's close). sadly enough, im looking forward THAT much to the trip -sigh-. hell, i havent even started packing yet. (maybe i should write a list of what to bring yeah?)

well, my essentials would include:

1. glasses/contacts. (im getting the hang of contacts, now only takes me about 2-3 tries to get them in!)
2. mobile (even though there's no sim card..)
3. iPod
4. camera
5. netbook/hdd
6. extra gum (lolol)
7. -thinks- (im running out of ideas) err, my scarf?
8. ... no i've lost it.

yeah, goes to show how prepared i am aha.

suddenly, a 40 degree christmas doesnt sound so bad as:

"...when we arrive there, it'll be a nice minus 20 degrees and snowing in Harbin..."

-facepalm- im really gonna love the weather. im curious though, would Harbin's airport be like Heathrow right now? like, filled with snow, and barely able to move..hmm.. i'll upload pics when i arrive (via this blog... if it isnt blocked)

circular motion is a b*tch. and vertical circular motion makes me want to burn the physics book already urgh.

(that is all, avoid physics if possible at all costs.)

feeling pretty tired now, just not sure why. (maybe too much sleep haha). on the plane trip there, supposedly meant to sleep, but i dunno. maybe might just stay awake reading.

all in all, wish i had something to do. cant start much work now, since im about to leave. but oh well. plenty of time for work when i come back (no not really, cramming, here we come!)

also still need to check stock road markets for corsage costs. winthrop village quoted it to be $30 a corsage, but i think stock road could do it a bit cheaper. it only opens on fri/sat/sun, and friday is christmas eve urgh. not sure if it'll be open, if not i'll give a call/leave a message.

thoughts: 2 more days.

-10 < -5 < 10

0.1/99.9

do whatever.

就算做事做错, 也只是怕错过
Considering that i've done wrong, i'm also simply afraid to make mistakes again.

 给我一首歌的时间/ Give Me Time to Sing This Song - 周杰伦 / Jay Chou

(been needing to brush up on chinese for Harbin)

Today consisted of 6am physio in west perth, followed by tutoring chris for econs, then some suit hunting in the city. and may i just say...

suits are -insert profanity-ing expensive.  (original budget was $200, looks like that'll cover..3/4 of a jacket?)

-sigh- looking through those available, those that were cheap, (i.e under $300) didnt look that great. the cut on some of them was off, and so was the sizing of areas. worst moment, was when we had to walk into Emporio Armani...
holy mother of..
never felt so out of place aha.
decided against getting anything (too poor la.), and nothing looked that really appealing.

so, here i am, writing this post. not much else nothing else better to do..(i think). really should start packing though. im weighing up whether or not to bring my rubiks cube..(probably wont..eh.)
there's not much else to say.
spent the past few days backing up ridiculous amounts sh*tloads of data. family photos/events/all other stuff, is now saved to two hard drives, computer, netbook and 4GB CD's.
(if they all somehow get wiped, im really going to rage.)
so yeah, life's great.


now, my own little rant time, something i havent done in a time.

look in a mirror.
before you criticize others, criticize yourself. (yes i know i fail at this, but i am trying to improve.)
there's not much point stating an apparent difference if there's nothing to differentiate (lol im studying 3CD maths, jk, i have a life.. no not really) between you and the other.

respect is difficult to gain, but im amazed at how quickly you've lost my respect. -clicks fingers- just like that. -nods head- hell, dont care if you bother to read this or not, it's my own blog, so i can post what i like (fyeahh)
well, i know you wont listen to this. firstly, because you probably wont read this. secondly, because you'll think it sounds nothing like you, and as such, dont think it evens applies.
well, good luck with that, hope you have fun.
selfishness isnt a desirable trait. yet somehow, you seem to love it. always about you yeah? -shrug- oh well, i couldnt care less. just dont mess with me kayyyyy?
*correction: respect is in negatives now, kthxbai.

thoughts: ..really now.
-10 < -5 < 10
0.1/99.9

potluck.

看不见你的笑 我怎麼睡得著 
How can i fall asleep without seeing your smile

 彩虹 / Cai Hong - 周杰伦 / Jay Chou

Today was pretty gooddd. (ok, maybe more than just pretty good -fei chang hao ah.-)

scrabble/lunch/talking (insulting each other) makes for a pretty fun day.

had to wake up around.. 8 (i think) to finish cleaning the rest of the things in my housee. chris came at 9:30, and we ran (pfft, not literally) to the shops to buy a few last minute things. came back, and we thought we forgot the vanilla ice-cream. checking the freezer, thank god we had some, and didnt need to walk all the way back.

people started arriving one at a time (well, two pairs, a loner, then a mob) and i tried vainly to protect my wardrobe (which was an absolute mess -sigh-) with two girls slamming you against the wall, and chris just looking on laughing, it doesnt work out well haha. (turns out there was nothing inside. woo.), no there were no "mags or dvds" in there, chris.

we started playing scrabble, stupid daniel took the letter 's', which we needed for...squirm? (something like that).

food preparation, zomfg. trying to juggle baking hash browns/chips, while boiling noodles for spaghetti, and heating up the sauce, while also trying to point out where the drinks are, and prepare a salad -dizzy look-, not sure how girls can multitask. almost ended up burning myself in the oven (note to self: use thicker oven mitts). still, result turned out well, nothing burnt, and it all tasted good was edible. (no-one touched the salad thoughh.)

lunch was good, and we had fun making jokes at each otherr. (i.e. insulting chris/calvin). not sure why everyone migrated to my room though (maybe the air-con was cooler? -shrug-) ended up with chris looking like he was spooning my bolster (gonna need to get a new one aha).

we ate a bit more, but really was just a relaxing day, time to catch up with friends (in person) and to discuss some ball planning (are we getting a photographer?!?!) ah well, time for that laterr.

thoughts: tired, and physio at 6 tomorrow, oh god.

-10 < 3 < 10

0.5/99.5

day 10 i keep forgetting this stuff.

ALSDKUFYAILSUDFA FAVOURITE PICTURE THING IN THE WORLD.EVERRRR

LIKE, FOREVER.

UNTIL I BUY ANOTHER ALBUM.

One Picture I Love.

 

wish my walls could someday look like that! :3

Day 10

One Picture I Love

Well, I don't actually have it yet, but I hope i'll take it soon.
it'd be a pic of everyone from both Corpus and Mod hahaha. you guys mean the world to me.
there hasnt been a chance yet, to have everyone together for the photo, but i do hope in the future there'll be one.

but, for the time being, this is a photo that i've liked for a really long time haha:

and so ends the Ten Day Blogging Challenge.
except for one screw up, where i didnt post one day (was too busy owning nick/chris on black ops) everything else has been good haha.

i'll start returning to my usual styled posts soon, and maybe upload some notes from this year.
bye.

100th blog post!

so uh, I'm in Taiwan.

There's cheap stuff everywhere and lots of people from lots of diffferent countries and you think that would make one happy but it doesn't really!

I have 61 new people to meet and a few already know my name (fyeah) and I'm trying really hard to be sociable! But after reading everyone's letters I feel empty desu yo!

I'd just like to say thanks to everyone for writing those letters because I had a really phenomenal plane ride. Your various plane letters cancelled out the scary turbulence and weird Singaporean kids oo-ing and ah-ng when the plane lifted off the ground and came back down.

WIsh me luck in Taiwan because I'll really need it! I have a test tomorrow and heaps of new people to meet (not freak out) :3 :3 :3

you guys are the best!

Two Movies I Absolutely Love.

1. 10 Things I Hate About You
2. Superbad

Day 9

Two Movies I Absolutely Love

1. Blades of Glory
2. Avatar

yeah, i don't get out enough to watch movies.

Combo breaker (2nd time)

Ok this might sound a bit weird but bear with me please :D


I apologize for destroying the combo temporarily, but I just want to ask all the people who go into Northbridge etc; I recently became the 'sub editor' of the english section of the newspaper Australia Asia Business Weekly and I wrote some article in it for a malaysian guy that looks like this:

He is a god.


Anyway, I was just wondering if anyone of yous were going into northbridge or any of the chinese shops along William St, whether you could pick up this weeks Australia Asia Business Weekly and look at the English section (it's released on Thursday) and tell me whether the article about that guy is there.


I won't be here on Tuesday so yeah... MESSAGE ME IF YOU SEE ANYTHING :)


AND TO ADD TO THE COMBO NOW:


5 best foods you were to take onboard an aeroplane to Australia just to get it quarantined


1. Drunken chicken
2. Kimchi
3. Oyster omelette
4. Strawberry flavoured milk
5.  An edible version of the Malaysian flag

Four Songs I Like Right Now/Three Favourite Cartoon Characters

Songs:
1. Angel - Jack Johnson
2. Heart of Life - John Mayer
3. High - Lighthouse Family
4. Slide Along Slide - Shifty

Cartoon Characters:
1. Mulan!
2. Ariel
3. Pocahontas :3

omfg wasted forever just watching this again and again -______-

LOLOLOLOL

LOLOL I WANT TO WATCH THIS MOVIE SO BADLY

Day 7 + 8 gomen gomen.

MY FOUR FAVOURITE SONGS ATM.

( so hard D:)

1. Drama ( Dalmation) and Yoseob ( B2ST) - 첫 눈 그리고 첫 키스 ( First Snow, First Kiss)
2. Jang Geun Suk - 말도 없이 ( Without Words) [ You're Beautiful OST]
3. Hokan -My Heart [ Superstar K winner]
4. T-ara - 왜 이러니 ( Why Are You Like This)

.. but then again, Lil eddie - Statue is a close 4th too. so is Smile Boy - Lee Seung Gi. and like a hundred others. :l :l

THREE FAVOURITE CARTOON CHARACTERS

1. Zuko - Avatar The Last Airbender
2. Gray - FairyTail
3. Chiaki - The Girl Who Leapt Through Time

( chiaki is the dude in the story, not the actual girl who leapt through time LOLOLOL)

Day 7 & Day 8

Four Songs I Like Right Now

1. Hallelujah - Leonard Cohen
2. Huo Yuan Jia - Jay Chou
3. Like a G6 - Far East Movement
4. Love Ya - SS501

Three Favorite Cartoon Characters

1. Ulquiorra - Bleach
2. Lelouch - Code Geass
3. Train - Black Cat

(animes are cartoons, therefore, those answers are valid ahah)

Five Things I Could Eat Everyday.

1. Ichiban noodle soup

2. Mie Goreng

3. Fried Rice

4. Chicken Teriyaki Sushi

5. Pepperoni Pizza


:3 so hungry.

101210

1. 冰沙 ! but not with that malaysian stuff like that green noodly thing.or corn.
2. rice. but not crap rice. i like de japan rice ! the short fat ones.
3. Mangos. oh and blueberries too, i guess. oh and watermelon. but not the top red bit, the red-white bit.
4. !!! BULLCREEK HAWKERS. we always order the same 3 meals, the tofu thing, beef brisket and .. honey chicken.
5. Teriyaki fish. or karaage. debatable.

Day 6

5 Things You Can Eat Everyday

1. rice
2. instant noodles
3. chicken chili strips
4. broccoli
5. cake

 -smiles=

Day..i forgot.

6 Favorite Singers

1. Leehom ahaha
2. ..SNSD?
3. Big Bangg
4. Jay Chou
5. DBSK
6. Kara

not much thought was put into this, plus it's about 25 mins late D:

6 favourite singers

1. toki asako

2. alex

3. IU

4. jack johnson

5. michael jackson

6. YUI

5日

"wanna be your four-leafed clover"

Narsha - I'm In Love

singers, not bands, right? ;___; so hard !

1. Kyuhyun
2. Wang Lee Hom
3.YUI
4.Lee Seung Gi :3
5.G.NA ( from the same company as b2st = love.)
6.Yamashita Tomohisa

adsufyaliudfyadf i dont have lots of solo artists !
;____;

ALSO

HAHAHA LOSERS
I BEAT YOU ALL AT POSTING FIRST.

Day 4

Seven Favorite Quotes

1.  "you only live once"
2. "never give up, never say die"
3. "...and the darkness never returned"
4. "it feels like i'm falling through darkness, and i'm not sure where i'll land- or crash."
5. "life sucks, shit happens, but shit is manure and manure makes trees and flowers grow"
6. "if i had to choose between saving either of you, i'd probably die trying to save you both"
7. "don't walk behind me, i may not lead...don't walk in front of me, i may not follow...just walk beside me and be my friend."

4日

Even when I’m born again, it’s still only you

Its You - Super Junior

homg i cant think of anything so i'll just google some good lyrics of some of my fav songs (Y)

1. B2ST - Lightless

I'm standing blankly staring at your back
At your words just now, I don't know what to do

2.AN.Jell - Still

I could fool my mind, but not my heart

3.G.NA ft Rain - What I Want To Do Once I Have A Lover

My once lonely birthdays, boring weekends I now await labeled days

4. Jo Kwon - The Day Of Confessing My Love

I was going to say that you are pretty when I see you
But as soon as I see you "Since I bought the flower you buy food"
How come these words come out?
Am I stupid or naïve
These pathetic words just come out
Honestly I was trying to say
I love you

5. U-Kiss - Light It Up

it keeps repeating, this stupid game
tears keep entrapping me, everyday i'm drowned in tears
again and again it resets and Play
the same play
but different days

6.B2ST- Beautiful

Even if I use 24 hours of a day for you, it's not a waste, just take my hand and fly

7. Tiffany ( SNSD) - By Myself

folding away my one heart
hiding my one tear
like it's the first time we've seen each other, like we're strangers
just pass by. it has to be like that.

freaking koreans songs have crap lyrics that dont make sense and they put in english phrases at random intervals.

=_________=""

day 4: 7 favourite quotes

Day 4: Seven Favourite Quotes

"I like to spoon stuff." - Sandra Lee

"Love is not liking somebody. Anyone can do that. Love is loving things that sometimes you don't like. " - Ajahn Brahm

"I'm shirtless. I don't know whether that's a good or bad distraction from your false sense of screwedness." - Wilson Ng

"When the weather is hot, keep a cool mind. When the weather is cold, keep a warm heart."

"It is a man's own mind, not his enemy or foe, that lures him to evil ways." - Buddha

"曾經擔心的事情, 多半不發生的."

"there is a lot of things you would want to redo
well, you, people including me;
but, then, the life of others would be so different, so for the sake of other people I prefer this life."

3日

I'm like a statue
Staring right at you

Lil Eddie

1. Korea ( more specifically; in a concert)
2. Japan
3. Recording studios and music video film set places thingy. ( and meet celebrities)
4. Freaking go into the world of warcraft and kick some blood elf butt. and go trick or treating.and get a cat. [ I"VE DONE ALL THAT, HAH.]
5. South Pole, and go sailing and maybe crack a huge ice ball and i'll discover Avatar who's been hiding in that thing for 100 years.
6. Pokemon world and get a ditto and i'll have a real twin ;3
7.that really high restuarant on a sky scraper and you literally sit above a city with nothing to support you mid air but a chair. :O
8. Harbin again and go in those ice buildings with pretty lights !


;___; i'm the last one to post. AGAIN.

asdifuasyd also, mine seems the most unrealistic. my bad.

8 places I want to visit

1. Macchu Pichu (Peru)

2. Harajuku

3. Canada

4. Angkor Wat (Cambodia)

5. Amsterdam

6. Switzerland

7. New York

8. Harry Potter's magical world ~

Eight Places I Want to Visit.

1. Alaska

2. London

3. Venice

4. Greece

5. Top of the Empire State Building

6. Nepal

7. Paris

8. The Moon

Day 3

 Eight Places You Want To Visit

1. Log cabin in a snowing forest (inside joke)
2. Tokyo, Japan
3. inside of a Gundam (-cheesy grin-)
4. setting of Five Centimeters a Second (scenery is so coooolll)
5. somewhere where it's snowing at night
6. a quiet lake, something picturesque haha
7. Harvard university (wanna see how big it is LOL -no puns implied-)
8. outer spacee/mars
   

Nine Things I Can't Live Without.

1. best frans

2. my family

3. instant ichiban noodle soup

4. DVD Set of friends!

5. ma phone

6. my nostalgia box

7. harry potter books

8. a camera

9. music

2日

I'm happy that you're in my life
I'm happy that i can walk down this road by your side

첫 눈 그리고 첫 키스 - Drama(Dalmation) and Yoseob(B2ST)

1. my good taste in music (y)

2. my sister. and the rest of the crew :3

3. tumblr ! youtube ! places to fangirl.

4.Seany's funky handmade christmas cards. My 朋友

5. YALETO WITH ALOE VERA SLUSHI, BAM.

6. Easy mac.

7. cloudless days. cos clouds = gloomy and pissed off.

8. Earphones that work. both sides.

9. Constant trips back to asia ( pref. during CNY = 拿紅包)

Day 2

Nine Things You Can’t Live Without

1. Food (and lots of it)
2. Computer/laptop (i use it for, "educational" purposes.)
3. Internet (...what good is a computer with no internet? hmm)
4. Books (to occupy all my free time, and to make me feel kinda productive)
5. Camera (yess, i like taking photos -my bag also feels too light without it-)
6. Bed (zzzz, you spend a 1/3 of your life sleeping, so, yeah, it's pretty important)
7. Glasses (can't see without them -sigh-)
8. Watch (i become pretty lost when i dont have my watch on me hahah)
9. Friends + Family (makes life worth living yeahh)

(the numbering does not reflect importance...except maybe food haha)

第二天

9 things I can't live without (in no particular order)

1. domokun!

2. my famiry

3. mah franz

4. rice

5. internet

6. green tea flavoured ice cream

7. 90s tv shows

8. hash browns

9. meditation

1日

I like you the most, I only need you
Engrave it in your heart, you're the most precious in the world

니가 제일 좋아 - B2ST

1. I"M GETTING THE 2 B2ST ALBUMS AND A POSTER TOMORROW WHICH MAKES ME SUPER SUPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPER EXCITED x3 x3 x3 x3

2. I'm biased towards asians ( e.g at work when i give asians more rice and more sprinkly japanese stuff with seaweed that they put on rice !)

3. I have super short memory so whenever i'm angry/sad/watevs i completely forget about it a few hours later. :3

4. I'm pretty pro at mario kart ( ON DS, NOT WII.), zendoku, bomberman, big 2, and like, everything else ;)

5. Money is my motivation ㅋㅋㅋ

6. I wish I wasn't so lazy and maybe I'd actually be good at something if i tried real hard?

7. Wish the whole world was put back into one whole big piece then people wouldn't be so seperated and far away :3

8. I like really simple stuff. like stripes? ._.

9. freaking love kpop but recently i think i need to get in touch with the asian within me and start listening to some wang lee hom/jaychou/S.H.E/chinky stuff.

10. We eat dinner in the TV room and dinner always takes around 1.5 hours? LOLOLOL TOO BUSY WATCHING HIMYM

第一天

1. Last year I was suspected of having tuberculosis and I was scared I was going to die but then it turned out that I didn't have tuberculosis after all.

2. I wish I could make Domokun my pet, but I can't... It's okay though because I have my cat Meow Meow instead - who sometimes thinks I'm a cat and licks my hair for me.

3. My music taste ranges from the Beatles to Jay Chou to Rossini 2pm to the Strokes. this is because I only listen to music that I can sing. Hence I can sing every song in my music library except for the Korean ones because Korean is hard.

4. I like moons and rainbows.

5. I download an Ajahn Brahm talk once every 2 days which calms me and inspires me to be a happier person.

6. At night I sometimes I have panic attacks about being alone and inferior.

7. I had jaundice when I was a baby... I'm still p. yellow if I do say so myself :3

8. I am bad at affection so I give affection through writing Christmas cards to the people I ruv.

9. I've always wanted to go scuba diving.

10. I always write stories in second person.

Ten Day Blogging Challenge: Day 1

-Ten Facts About Yourself-

1. im asiann
2. even though it's summer, im pretty pale since i spend all my time as a hermit in my room
3. sadly funnily enough, i enjoy making christmas/birthday cards (yeah im doing it right now haha)
4. im pretty sure i have OCD (glances to the ground) as i constantly try and make my room "cleaner"
5. i go to Corpus Christi Collegeee, it's pretty ok, but Corpus > Mod anyday, hands down.
6. i play the piano for funn (no grades, just songs i like)
7. i enjoy playing badmintonnn (except i suck), and i miss the old rossmoyne badminton meet-ups.
8. the state library, second floor, near the stairs, becomes my second home during exam times.
9. apparently, i have the most "un-asian" stationary. (but i like papermatee)
10. i'm really thankful for the friends i have, every single one of them! (oh god, so corny.)

 yeah, day 1 done, maybe i'll do my usual styled post later

Ten Day Blogging Challenge.

Day 1: Ten Facts About Yourself

Day 2: Nine Things You Can’t Live Without

Day 3: Eight Places You Want To Visit

Day 4: Seven Favourite Quotes

Day 5: Six Favourite Singers

Day 6: Five Things You Can Eat Everyday

Day 7: Four Songs That You Like Right Now

Day 8: Three favorite Cartoon Characters

Day 9: Two Movies You Absolutely Love

Day 10: One Picture You Love

damn it's late...

Open my eyes, (yeah)

it was only just a dream...

Just A Dream - Nelly

These past two days seem to have run on forever been an eternity.

two eternities, at that.

friday morning, arrived at school. we had a meeting for the new house point system (and like our previous meetings), it failed in splendid glory. disagreements led to arguments, this to that, and suddenly, almost 20+ people had their own ideas and views as to how we should arrange it.

most of us got pretty pissed, when others turned up more than an hour late and this summed up the argumentative case of those:

-11:30 am-

a: why weren't you here at 10? i told you it starts at 10, the note told you it starts at 10

b: oh, "c" told me it started at 11

a: i told you two nights ago, when you asked that it starts at 10

b: "c" told me it started at 11, not 10

a: if "c" told you 11, why are you only here now?

b: -no comment-

suddenly, school work seems so much completely easier  than this. (at least school work has a correct answer...most of the time.)

following the heated meeting that lasted almost 3 hours, we "kinda" finally decided on a weighting system for the events next year

1. Sports:           35%
2. Arts:              30% (in my opinion, this should be the very bottom)
3. Spirit:             20%
4. Academics     15%

yeah, we know we're gonna come under fire for all of that. but really, those who did the work, no longer care what happens, if you want better, do it yourself. (thinly veiled threat, yeah.)

afternoon was spent with activities introducing the new house. period 4 was spent with indoor activites. i had to quiz little kids on a powerpoint about St Emilie de Vialar. (lots of fun). midget-y year 7's tried to steal the food rewards. year 9s.. now i understand why everyone "dislikes" them. -shakes head-. scratched my hand pretty badly on my own laptop that i had knocked over, and caught as it fell (some kids thought i was ninja haha). afternoon was spent on outdoor activities, where the little kids (now high on sugar) ran around. how much i wanted the afternoon to finish.

de Vialar came second overall, in terms of points (even though we deserve first, gonna make ramsey's life hell next year for it) following that, some of us helped to set up for the year 7 social, wasnt that much work, had to leave early anyway.

year 7 social. lots of loud music, flashing lights. doesnt exactly help my claustrophobia. (well at least they werent all bunched together). took sh*tloads of photos, the head of year and teachers were happy, asked us (josh + i ) to make a powerpoint of them.(funnnnnn, as if we're really that free.) 

following that, went to northrbridge (yes at 10 at night). chinese school function. my god, i've never been so disturbed. it had a catwalk competition. which involved old fat guys, "sexily" taking their shirts off. one guy even began by undoing his belt buckle. -facepalm-
not pretty at all.
(for the record, no i did not take any photos of this. didnt want my camera lens to break shatter)
food consisted of about 5% solids, and 95% MSG. (yeah, tasted good, naturally.)
hell, i was happy when we only had to stay for only about 45 mins.

came home, was on computer till 3 am (as per usual.)
slept. zzz.

woken up at 9 by a call from aileen. and i've learnt i really should set my alarm different to my ringtone. took me about 5 "who is this?" before i finally understood enough. looking back, i cant remember at all what i said. so for any of you wishing to ask me about some deep dark secret, call me at a ridiculous hour, and i'll probably answer truthfully, and not remember what i said. (now im switching my mobile to silent haha.)

"woke up" again at 12:30, mum called, saying how she was coming to pick me up for lunch in 10 mins.
i have never jumped out of bed so fast.
i was ready in 7. (shower included, however my best time was about 5mins 30.)

dinner was dim sum, pretty nice. not much more to add on, besides the usual use of basic cantonese consisting of "yat ko siu mai" and "mm guai"
food was msg coated, again (but hey, it's an asian restaurant, what can do you expect?)

afternoon, consisted of walking around garden city looking for birthday presents and stuff for china trip. got ideas for the present from nancy/aileen, except that nancy walks wayyy to fast in a crowd. especially between the frenzied pre-christmas shoppers. i feel pretty bad for josh, as i would spend my time wondering around dick smith looking waiting for his help, however randomly asking him questions when he walked past while helping some old lady buy a GPS for her car, and then suddenly decide to look at LCD's. (yeah, if you're reading this, sorry man.). saw nick at some sushi place, said hello, he mistook me walking around the myers perfume section the wrong way (understandable) still, turns out he's going to harbin sometime in december too, might get to see him there (woooo.)

found a good present with chris, had to make up some story about me being metro and helping him buy a present for his mum. (yeah we were he was that desperate to make some elaborate story about why we bought...oh cant say anymore)

came home at the end of that. and just watched tv/msn till late.
yep. these two days felt like an eternity

there's more on my mind, but i cant/dont want to write it out now (remind me tomorrow to write a new postt)

thoughts: you bloody idiot.
-10 < 1 < 10
0/100

JUST WATCHED TEGAN & SARA AND JACK JOHNSON!

going to remember this night forever!

long timee.

For it wont be long

till i'm gonna need

somebody to lean on...

Lean On Me

 (hope justin reads this)

Wow. it's been a more than a week since i've posted anything new, and in that time adam's posted 2 vids, and lilly a short post (why so short, and in jap?)

still, between that post and today, there's been, 5 exams, 2 study sessions, a movie, a dinner dance, a party, a failed attempt at returning an iPod, a new camera, too many hours on black ops/gears of war/dota and ...randoms dropping by.
-whew-
wasnt exactly easy to remember it all. (there's probably more, but that's just the key things)
so, unless you're really, really, REALLY FREE (hey, its holidays, who isnt yeahh?), dont bother reading this LONG-ASS-POST.

Pt 1: the chemistry exam.
hmmmmmmmmmmm.
DAMN C2O4-2 IS AN OXALATE ION (not dicarbon-tetraoxide, as i wrote down urgh.) well, i think it went ok in general, being the first exam, i had studied the most for it, and it remained pretty fresh in my head. Finished with some time to spare, calculations were pretty ok. (EF for the carbon compound was CH2 yeahh?) in general, i found it pretty fair. (those 4 ionic equations are my bane argh.) lala, at the end of it, it was over, and josh and i agreed to rip it up in front of our teacher if we didnt get above 70%.

Pt 2: library studyy
not much happened, we saw kenny again (well kinda). got more work done, i was the only sad one there from corpus worrying about the economics exam on monday -sigh- everyone else had dived straight into physics. surprisingly, almost all of the huge jokes had died down (which just ruins the fun, i think) much time was put into preparing victory celebrations/dances/actions, however, most of us, after-considering-the-amount-of-study-for-chem-a-waste, gave up, and lost focus immediately (aileen, not mentioning any names specifically hahh.)

Pt 3: religion...wtf.
really, that was on a monday morning, and it was one of the most taurusfaeces exams i've ever done. a 2.5 hour paper was crammed into 2 hours, and we only found out halfway through, that we needed to cram the remaining second section in, urgh. the questions, really i want to bash the person who made them up, some were pretty straightforward, but asked for like, wha- 12 MARKS?! then others were just beating around the bush. by the time you finished writing a long-winded mini-essay, you read the next question and realised 3/4 of your essay relates to the next point and so forth. (really, it was the longest 2 hours of my life -cries in corner-). the moment the supervisors said "pens down" the entire room looked up, and just shook their head. some had given up earlier, while others had tried-to-cram-in-as-much-sh*t-as-possible-in-five-minutes. (oh well, it's not a worry anymore) still, im kinda sad, that my 94 average for that subject is probably gonna drop -cheesy grin-.

pt 4: economics = good
straight after the religion exam, bolted to get my bag, find an empty classroom and begin studying (ofc, dropped by the canteen to buy recess/lunch, my stomach was making noises fifteen minutes into the religion exam -no shame here-) my idea of 'revision' pretty much consisted of me yelling out random answers to those asking questions, and sometimes, asking others to regurgitate their knowledge in as little breath as possible. kristelle tried to cram for economics, not sure how well that went. we went to see ramsey, and he said the best words possible (besides "we're cancelling the exam"):
"there's no CAD or FAS stuff"
i jumped for joy at the moment (58% in that test really killed me -sigh-)
stepping into the exam, i felt reasonably confident. and thank god i wasnt scared.
opening the paper, reading time was bliss, began preparing essays, selecting questions, choosing which ones to do first etc etc.
multiple choice had a suggested working time of "35 mins", after finishing 24 questions, and checking over again, i looked up at the clock, and realised only 15 mins had passed...LE FUUUU. spent almost 2 hours on my extended response, which included TWO QUESTIONS (yes i answered both, unlike others -you know who i mean-) and hope i get at least 17/20 for each response.
I HATE THE LAPTOP. i accidentally pulled the power cable out once, and lost about 20 mins of working. then, 2 minutes later-  IT FROZE. urghhh, after restarting again, and about halfway into the next question- THE MOTHER!@#$%^&*( PIECE OF @#$%^&*( FROZE AGAIN. (at least i had saved after every single new sentence -yes, i know, sad-). friends nearby could visibly see that i was raging at the laptop, half tempted to ditch it half-way across the room.
and thus, the economics exam ended.

pt 5: engrish exam.
another taurusfaeces exam. was held in afternoon. first question asked us to analyse a text from a choice of two. i chose to do the one on cosmetic surgery, simply because: a) it was shorter, b) it was written in plain english. (reason enough? i'd think so.) second section asked for you to choose a question from about 6 options. i chose to write about why we should exclude our novel "the curious incident of the dog in the night time" (now imagine writing that a couple of dozen times in an essay) from future english courses. im pretty happy with my work in that, but i think the quality of my writing exponentially decreased from then onwards. third section was visual texts. (i fricking hate visual texts), i chose to analyse some backyard party scene, that depicted australian culture due to the beer and bbq. (yeah not that much to go on), i'll be content with a 16/30 for that section. (funnily enough, that was where i wrote the most, probably because i waffled on for about 9/10 of the time.)

pt 6: PHYSICS
morning of physics exam, everyone was pumped that this was their last exam. walking in, looking at the paper, it wasnt that bad (please dont quote me on this), i almost found it kind of "fun"? i dunno, lets just hope the results are good. after the previous stupid english exam, josh and i agreed on nodding our heads at the end of reading time if we found it ok. thankfully, we both nodded. thank godddd i brushed over those heat questions, they proved to be quite a b*tch in the exam -sigh- who cares, by the end of it, the first thing we did when the supervisors let us go, was hug each other. IT WAS OVER. we were all so happy. for most of them, it meant no longer needing to return to school (unless you wanted to pick your results up -or face it being mailed to you urghhh-) after that, chris and i went to josh's place to get changed, then we walked from school pretty much, to about halfway to garden city (we're such smart cookies, arent we?) we felt like dying by the time we reached there. THEY RAN OUT OF CHICKEN STRIPS at red rooster -cry- so i had to settle for a rippa sub with a chicken fillet sliced in half (tasted funny) after that, chris and i looked around for birthday presents while josh wandered off with kiara (didnt want to interrupt anything yeahh). bumped into vania and trakkie, and we got pretty cool presents for people. (so awkward to have two guys walking around garden city, with a nerf gun and pink teddy bear, some old ladies gave disapproving looks).

pt 7: city hunting
following day, none of us bothered to wake up early (i.e before 10) met with justin and chris in the city to find birthday present for jodiee, decided morning glory was a rip-off (as per usual) and decided to go see tokyo underground, one quote summed up how we felt
"guys, it feels so good, knowing that we dont have to rush lunch, and then go back to the library to study" justin.
oh yes, the euphoria of freedom was slowly setting in. (slowly, ever so slowly)
after finding all the presents, we decided to go back to my place. catching the train, we saw a guy with an interesting t-shirt called "shutdown group" as an actual company name (i wanna work there one day, just coz of the name -grin-). arriving back, we blasted on the aircon and finished our lunch in the games room.
then the fun started.
chris began asking if we had any ties that we could lend for his striped red shirt. well, me and justin had none, so he asked to borrow one of our shirts for the dinner dance...it snowballed from there, and justin unleashed his inner metro. we began dressing chris up, and finally agreed on him wearing a white shirt, with either a red tie or bow-tie, and a vest. unfortunately, we selected the red tie (even though jamie said bow-tie > red tie -i still liked the bow tie more though-) the reason being that the bow tie made him look like a waiter.

pt 8: new cameraa
NIKON D3000 -drool- friday morning was spent travelling amongst camerahouse and jb hi fi's, needed to buy things for the Harbin trip, and a camera was one of them. we finally decided on the nikon d3000, which is a pretty cool entry-level DSLR, the guy at the shop (fabio? was it), awesome guy, gave a good packaged deal with other accessories. omgg dslr -drool-

pt 9: deathly hallows
met up with chris and justin at garden city again, once they had chucked their things in the car, we went to wait for the guys from mod for deathly hallows (just after chem examm). movie was pretty ok, was bored out of my mind during the forrest scenes, where not much happened. (the scenery wasnt even that great), highlight was probably towards the end, when justin showed me a text from kristelle, which i couldnt help but laugh. chris later nudged me, and i looked to my left. one word/sound described it... NAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW
yeah, haha. end of movies, was picked up, and rushed back to my place. 3 of us got ready for dinner dance, and just for the hell of it, began camwhoring in my bathroom (lololol). after we were about to leave, we received a text from aaron stating "life is good" upon asking why he replied with "go check fb". i have never seen, the three of us, run so fast to a computer. once we logged on, all we could do was stare in shock (im guessing most of you would know the details by now -i'd hope-) but once again, oen word/sound....
NAWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWWW

pt 10: dinner dance.
omg, by then, i was pretty much dead. so tired and drained. dinner dance was good in general. lots of laughs, lots of photos, lots of food. everyone looked amazing haha, mocktails were pretty good. friends were split amongst 3 tables, but it really wasnt an issue with everyone walking around. dinner was served table by table, and surprisingly, we were able to taste the fish, see the vegetables, and chew the roast. ah, it was good. lots of photos taken with the new dslr -smile- well worth it. sunset wasnt that spectacular though, which was a shame. i stayed away from the dancefloor though (stupid claustrophobia argh) but had  good time talking with others nearby haha. by the end of the night, we were all dead. apparently walker had gotten into trouble with some cake, and craggs was threatened with the removal of his prefect status for piggybacking a guy on the dance floor. (im pretty sure the knee-ing to his balls was punishment enough -ouch-) justin and chris came back once again, and were picked up around midnight.

pt 11: long evening
waking up late that day, i only had a few hours to realize that exams were over. after that it was preparation for some family dinner. all i did there was eat, and play some piano for aunties and uncles to hear (omg, why me? im not even graded -sigh-) at about 8pm, left for gerards. first sight, walking in through the doors, was anyi and aaron sitting on the piano stool. everyone else was dancing in gerards dining area (yes the tables had been removed) once again, claustrophobia didnt exactly help me, so i spent most of my time sitting in a separate room talking with others. chris looked really sick from the strobe lights, and spent much of his time with his face buried in a shroom doll, unable to take the light. the cake was delicions, and in general, everyone really enjoyed the night haha.

I REALLY CANT BE BOTHERED< TO FINISH THE LAST PART.

there's just too much, and this is already a damn biography -sigh- i'll write the rest up tomorrow/today, and will post it asap i guess hahaha

anyways, 

bye for now

urgh so effing late. (also, i'll format it more tomorrow)

thoughts: omg, finished the post...for now

-10 < 3 < 10

0/100

A grain of salt

100% original sia.

sweet sixteen :3

i turned sixteen today and it was greaaaaat :D and i'm writing this post because i had way too much ice cream and coke so i probably won't be able to sleep much tonight.

favourite parts of the day: ♥
- being woken up by texts at midnight
- home made cards with drawings and lots of writing
- phone calls
- when an ice cream truck parked in front of my house :3
- making jonathan bring chocolate sprinkled donuts to my room
- not being called a muggle by chris
- reading wall posts from people i ruv
- dancing ballet on the road
- traditional big family dinner
- blowing candles and making a wish

not so great bits and pieces:
- dancing until you realise creepy neighbour guy watching from his balcony ;_;
- when my mother temporarily forgets my birthday
- older brother isn't here jaklsdfjas;kdfjasdf
- being disappointed by people i didn't expect.

despite those things, it was so much fuuuuuuun :3
and tomorrrrrow i'll be spending all my time packing for photography camp :D

good night everyone ♥

ばか

おまえはばかになった

Skin tight jeans

No, I do not own a pair of skin tight jeans.

Singin in the rain

Tell me what you think! :D

kill me now.

For some reason i cant explain

once you go there was never

never an honest word

and that was when i ruled the world...

Viva La Vida - Coldplay

Well, it's being been a long time since i've written something.
so yeah, of all days i chose today to write a pretty long post.
because i've studied chemistry so much and deserve a break (nah, just procrastinating)

well, studying at the state library is pretty fun. you get lots of work done, and the best bit...
free air-con.
especially in todays 38 degree heat urgh.
(however this increase in temperature would increase the reaction rate of reactions due to the increase in average kinetic energy and the increased amounts of collisions...oh god chemistry is all coming back.)
still, it's lots of fun.
especially at those moments, where you make these kind of jokes:

-josh's books all over the table-
josh: sorry justin, am i taking up too much space?
-i begin laughing-


or


josh: if they (nathan and jamie) had kids, they'd be the weediest looking kids.

or


-mobile rings-
josh: heyy seanyy, a text from nancy eh?
-snatches phone and looks-
josh: oh, it actually is.
-chris pisses himself laughing-

-ignores and continues listening to ipod/ studying-

ah the memories.
along with walking ridiculous distances on crutches for bbt. (which reminds me, i dislocated my knee the other day...by tripping over a hole -probably caused by the thermal decomposition of soil- <-- now im not making any sense)

still, my head hurts. library every single day since monday. although monday, we got hardy anything done. (well, we kinda did, lol jk, we did nothing.)
teusday tuesday, chris justin and josh were distracted by aileen (what a big surprise jk)
we managed to cram on wednesday and thursday though, so all's good. (i hope)

the past papers from p. mod for chem were surprisingly easy (then again, still think i'd get around 65-70%).
the multiple choice questions were harder than corpus' but the calculations were almost ridiculously easy! some of them listed out the steps to calculate the required mass of calcium carbonate (which worked out to be around 10.55g...i think...) haha, still was pretty interesting comparing the difficulties of subjects (i know i'd be screwed doing maths there).

chem exam tomorrow, really not wanting to do it (should i trip over that hole again?)

procrastination is so damn good. and so much fun. (hey im doing it right now, instead of worrying about conjugate acids and bases, or how to use inverse log to find the concentration of an acid)

that'll sum it up for now.
really am too tired/lazy/bored/tired... (<-- see, im repeating myself, oh dog dog... GOD) yeah, there were more typos, just didnt want to look like a retard highlighting every single one -sigh-

thoughts: just under a week, just under a week.
-10 < -4 < 10
3/97

37 degrees

”いくつもの虹　超えて行けるよ
二人で　オーバーザレンボー
小さな光り　星に願いを
叶えてよ　きっと　青い鳥”
(rainbow - round table ft. nino)

So uh.. I decided to write this post because I can't be bothered studying p&l because I know I'm going to fail it. :3 Today was a nice day.

Imagine the following scene:

It's 37 degrees but you're inside the library being a nerd. N8n8 and J-mi are sitting at a table in front of you and Jamie smiles and it's heartwarming. Kathy is at a table studying in solitude and all you can see is the outline of her elaborate sexy hairdo. Anyi is chilling in her school uniform two tables in front of you to the left. Ailz is sitting in solitude too, but in a place where all the Corpus guys can perve on her nice ass (;3), unbeknownst to her. Sean is limping around in his nice but pitiful way. JJ is quietly studying maths specialist at another table near you.

You recall all the hilarious things that happened today so far.
1. Jamie saying something hilarious to an old lady.
2. Kathy eating red rooster chicken like a savage.
3. Anyi in general.

And the nice things!
1. Nathan giving you the sundae he didn't want - so you effectively obtained a free ice cream.
2. The nice old lady who collects money for the Salvos.
3. Seeing Sandra ~

It's nice to step out of the picture and see how the world works.
And how great these people are.
And how nice a library can make things when it's 37 degrees.

10/10 day

i love the library club. ♥
that's pretty much it.

interactive literature study

a test of my memory!

absurdism: the conflict between the human tendency to seek inherent meaning in life and the subsequent lack of a meaning in life.

theatre of the absurd: theatre that combines absurdist ideas and dramatic elements.

"to be told so little - to such an end, and still to be denied an explanation!"
"uncertainty is of the normal state: you're nothing special"

"what are you driving at?!" "what's your name?"
"WHO DO YOU THINK YOU ARE?!" "game, and match!"

"but why? was it all for this? who are we that so much should converge on our little deaths?"
"I bet you anything the year of my birth doubled is an odd number!"

death:
"do you ever think of yourself as actually dead, lying in a box with a lid on it?"

"so that's it - it's commonplace"
"the ultimate negative... the endless time of never coming back..."


did you know 60 million people died in WWII?


WUTHERING HEIGHTS

"gipsy brat"
"forbidding young blackguard"
gipsy -> "gentleman in dress and aspect"

"attempting the coxcomb"
"colt's mane"
"I hope he will not die before I do!"

"the half civilized ferocity that lurked yet in his eyes"


omgah so much .-----.



I guess the change in your pocket wasn't enough, bitch!
g'night everyone.
and good luck ~

Pumped like a G6

WARNING: Excessive mathematics puns below.

WHO IS PUMPED?

If this was a vlog you would see me jumping out from behind an office chair shouting "I AM PUMPED" in a horrendously low voice.

In other words, I am PUMPED (for a maths exam).

This is the first time my "instantaneous rate of productivity" doesn't feel like I've just wasted $100 on Big Sweetland (and we all know how that feels, right?).

But this is the FESTIVE SEASON FOR EXAMINATION, and so I would like to wish my fellow 3AB buddies a very merry examination period. I am sure we're all going to pluck that year average to something higher than 3 standard deviations above the mean.

See, the signs of strenous revision are showing already.

Remember, if you ever feel like you want to pass out during the exam, think of all the help your indices questions need. They need to find x or they will die of starvation!

Or what about your normal distribution friends? They won't find out the probability a cereal box will have less than 500 g of cereal in it by themselves; you can't have UNDERPACKED BOXES OF CEREAL. IT'S MADNESS.

Once again, I encourage all fellow 3AB'ers to tear out of the cardboard box of exam stress and take charge.

Or should I say, tear out of the cardboard BOXPLOT. You don't want to be in the 1st quartile, do you?

because i'm lazy like that.

well, i've been particularly lazy.
so, i'll just upload all of my notes in one hit.
(for econs anyway)
and maybe chem (later, like two days time?)
we'll see, need to consult with josh if he doesnt mind.
anyways
here are the econs ones:
2A Economics - Chapter 5 - Market Efficiency.docx\
2A Economics - Chapter 6 - Market Failure.docx
2B Economics - Chapter 10 - Unemployment.docx
2B Economics - Chapter 8 - Economic Growth And The Business Cycle..docx
2B Economics - Chapter 9 - Inflation.docx
2AB Economics – Chapter 12 – The Role of Government.docx

well, that's it for now?
still weighing up whether or not to include uploading chemistry notes, hmm.

anyways
sayonara.

thoughts : just two weeks...
-10 < 0 < 10
1/99

~

I hate literature.
And maths 3A/B.
And also politics.

That is all.

<3

hakuna matata :3

finished last day of year eleven(: except i'm set in a complete holiday mood instead of hardcore studying for exams. oh well, watching harry potter and the order of the phoenix! dumbledore's army is sew inspiring.

it felt reaally sad today most of the time at school, like we were never going to see each other again..but it only feels that way when we know all our timetables are getting mixed around ;_;

in lit, we have our own corner of the classroom and we can eat and laugh and gossip about ms sharpe's boyfriend and admire her clothes every day and still get work done. in politics and law, monica gave nancy, dillon and i sentimental letters about our dream team/crew/gang and it was really lovely and it made us laugh until our cheeks hurt (except we were all crying inside). i would rearrange my timetable next year to keep the dream team intact. i'll also miss adam doing all sorts of crazy keystroke things on my laptop. lulu is the best person to sit next to in maths. we bitch fight and help each other out and write little notes and ignore each other and say dayuuum boi and every lesson is entertaining :3 modern history with bina is fuuun and i'll miss conway talking about his wife and his daughers (who aren't allowed to date until they're 25) and his past crushes and his own high school experience and his laid back but also caring attitude. i always look forward to photography because of amy and ellen and tom and lloyd and temov's sarcasm and the fact that he doesn't block youtube on our computers. finally, chemistry. it was my last lesson EVER today and it's such a good feeling :3 except i loved sitting with lucy lanee and nathaniel and daniel's jokes from the back of the classroom and samuels' cute moments and when he remembers my name!

after all that rambling, it makes me realise how much i'm going to missssss my teachers and all the people in my classes.

p.s. good luck for exams guys!

notes pt 2.

its late.
and i really cbf finding song lyrics
so i'll skip that for today.

all im gonna do is upload some more notes, then maybe sleep.
so yeah.
http://www.mediafire.com/?p4gp5fzhu5u8935
http://www.mediafire.com/?7skw1tabl2b1yvi
http://www.mediafire.com/?tbl1qs40idiblbc
http://www.mediafire.com/?q6tngayw3vzwtb7
http://www.mediafire.com/?8k69a8bg9cknqkl

also dont bother asking for notes. because i know there are some unrgreatful ungrateful idiots out there who dont appreciate them.
i'll upload them if i want to.
thank you
and good night.

thoughts: one more day...
-10 < -3 < 10
2/98

some econs study notes (finally.)

You whispering in my ear in the darkness
I’m flying with the smile in my dreams
Because I have you as wings…

Paris - Epik High ft. Ji Sun

Man, it's been a while since i've updated this haha. (no thanks to the tests/assignments)

well, most of it is over now (most of it.) now it's just exams (i cant wait!) nevertheless, it's nice having a break with nothing due (well, there is economics, but that's not till wednesday, so i wont worry for now.)

fyeahh, 86 + 94 in physics. (so happy, i think).

exams, god they're getting close. first one is chem on friday, wing it, or not...

FMA: Brotherhood yeah -smiles- good so far, sounds so much better than the cr*ppy english dub.

not much else really, just waiting for exams to come (and finish, fast.)

well, im feeling nice, so i think i'll start sharing my study notes, the links below are for economics 2AB, i'll slowly update more and more files each day, mainly for economics and chem.
english if i can be screwed.
physics, no way am i uploading ocallaghans entire book. (each one is like, 50 pages)
religion, pfft, what religion notes?
so yeah, mostly econs and chem, the theory intensive stuff. excuse any typos.


http://www.mediafire.com/?6zg50umexijp3nl
http://www.mediafire.com/?9bb47wdaksdqpaf
http://www.mediafire.com/?hmc6dapdodgermz
http://www.mediafire.com/?2j43da1pmuk77ll
http://www.mediafire.com/?9raw93pb3dcwk6z

(yes, im finally living up to my promise of posting study notes)
I ask that you could please leave a thankyou comment (cause it gives a warm-fuzzy feeling, no i just want to know it's going to use)
and yeah, dont try selling it to people etc etc.
i trust you readers to be good (i think.)
and yeah, ACKNOWLEDGE WHO ACTUALLY WROTE THEM. and yeah, y'know. dont just change the formatting, and a few words and claim them as your own -shakes head-
lets hope all of you are honest. (hopefully)

that is all.

thankyou


thoughts: lets hope the links work.
-10 < 0 < 10
2/98

Ex-ham

Recently, people have gotten into the flavour of exams. And I just want to ask them, what flavour is it? Because if it's bacon-flavoured I want more. :D


Of course, exams are a peculiar flavour. Probably more like expired sweet and sour pork. No classes means more time to study but studying seems like a job for sweatshop workers.


But is it really the exam that causes you stress? There are people who can micromanage exams like zergling rushes in StarCraft II and still come out unfazed.


One day, you might get a job, a family and a mortgage to handle. That is probably where your unrequited energy should be heading towards. And in that time you'll wish you could handle the stress better.


So maybe we just have to get used to the expired sweet and sour pork flavour, because if we can handle it, the ending will be sweet.


ANOTHER LAME MOTIVATIONAL SPEECH FROM YOUR MOTHER

call it off - tegan and sara

today i've had such a lack of motivation to do work, only doing a bit of maths here and there, and instead of doing some productive study, i've been watching episodes of 10 things i hate about you.
yet i still can't take my mind off exams D: it feels like they're such huge make-it-or-break-it situations. yet i still continue to be lazy while a bazillion other people are studying super hard and not giving in to the distractions of msn or facebook or lame american tv shows. how do you guys do it?!
i'm also countdowning to jack johnson and tegan and sara concert in 27 days, photography camp in 23 days and my birthday in 21 days. :)

anyway, i created a photography blog!
http://teresajamie.blogspot.com/ check it out please :3 it's practically empty but i'll gradually be adding more and more photos to it.

i dont even.

It doesn’t matter if I’m lonely. Whenever I think of you
A smile spreads across my face.
It doesn’t matter if I’m tired. Whenever you are happy
My heart is filled with love.

Hope Is A Dream That Doesn't Sleep - Kyuhyun

( zomg cute lyrics.)

THERES A CULT OF KIDS PLAYING IN THE SWIMMING POOL NEXT DOOR. THEY"VE BEEN SQUEALING FOR 2 HOURS ALREADY.

i smirk.


cos they dont know whats coming at them when they get to high school.


complete hell.

T_T

you don't have try any longer - do what you want to!

"Three little birds sat on my window
And they told me I don't need to worry...."

"...Maybe sometimes we've got it wrong, but it's alright!
The more things seem to change, the more they stay the same..."
(put your records on - corinne bailey rae)

OMGAH. it's almost exam time guys! Time to buckle hard and study like a bitch ~ Although sometimes you wonder what all this is for. Getting into a cool university, sure! But sometimes that isn't really clear when you're yelling at an optimization question that involves ridiculous amounts of substitution and hard differentiation. Also when you realize that you will waste approximately (6 x 3 = 18! [not 18x17x16.... just an exclamation mark because I am satisfied with my maths skill) 18 hours in an exam hall needing to pee like crazy and watching the resident genius 2 seats in front of you scribbling away like there's no tomorrow while all you can think is... *SHIT, COUNTING TECHNIQUES. AND I NEED TO PEE* (I love you AJ Sadler/curriculum council)

Anyway, do you ever have a really fantastic dream and then think it's real the next day? And then you turn on your computer or do some equally menial everyday task and you realize *oh shit.... it wasn't real after all*. In my dream, everything the way it used to be. Friendships weren't weird, I didn't feel like throwing up when seeing some people, everything was natural, bubble tea was $3.50.... etc. But noooooo, reality had to slap me in the oil refinery-esque shit that is my face.

It feels like I'm living in cow dung right now - but I really hope that things will get better soon.

On another note...
*yay* getting a test that everyone thought was really easy but I'm p. sure I failed tomorrow!
*yay* sitting next to someone in chemistry class who thinks I don't exist!
*yay* feeling sick!

GL for preparing for exams, bros and hoes. I believe in each and every single one of you. Except you don't actually need me to believe in you because you're all incredibly intelligent, deshou? Also in the next week I will probably pester you all about various maths questions I can't do. Just warning you.

And on this sinister note, I shall leave you for tonight.

Farewell, sweet princess and princesses of the adolescent world.

See that meter on the right?

The meter on the right of this blog is actually a mini game. Let me introduce you to it:

For each "500" that meter reaches the person who first sees it will gain good luck for 3 months.
When the meter reaches "9,999" the person who first sees it will gain good luck FOREVER.

Therefore, it is in your best interests to reach either the "500" or "9,999" or risk being eaten alive by mindless soul eaters and cosplayers (same thing really).

By pressing the Refresh button at the top of your browser repeatedly, you are increasing your chances of NOT being eaten by mindless soul eaters and cosplayers.

I now wish you the best of luck in your endeavours for completely pointless mini-games like this.

Remember if you don't, you risk being raped by a rabid Sailor Moon fan.

details in the fabric - jason mraz

okay i have time to kill as i wait for 28 minutes to watch the last 10 minutes of vampire diaries because MEGA VIDEO IS A PIECE OF SHIT THAT CANT COUNT.
i'm starting to really freak out about exaams, yet again i'll be cramming the week before >___> and i have an intense bet with louis for the maths exam, and the mcflurry hanging on the line is giving me the only motivation to actually study.

this morning lulu and i went to eat sushi (ruuuv late friday mornings) but i get really intimidated when we pass adults because they all have the same judging shouldn't-you-be-at-school looks. despite that, today was pretty good :3 in photography, i was talking to tom & lloyd (who remind me so much of hamish and andy it's insane) and we were checking out lloyd's blog which is INCREDIBLE (http://lloydsnook.wordpress.com) and it got me thinking that hopefully one day i'll have enough guts to create a blog focused solely on my photography! maybe when i acquire more skills though.

anyway, i was looking through old photos on my laptop and i found this and it made me amazingly happy ♥



have a good weekend gaise :3

Combo breaker

Wasn't as hot today. AMAZING.

lead me out on the moonlit floor

"swing, swing, swing the spinning step;
you wear those shoes and i will wear that dress"

Kiss me - Sixpence none the Richer

Waking up for school every morning has been hard....

*alarm rings at 6:00* "dammit, another hot day and i have two classes today with no airconditioning." if i was smart enough I would invent my own fan or personal air conditioner that operated from the solar power because I enjoy being green like that.

Tomorrow I have to write an essay on the Andrew Mallard, a guy who got wrongfully convicted of murder. I am exposing the many holes in the criminal justice system of Western Australia and I feel like a detective. But since its so hot the novelty has dissipated somewhat and I am just left with sleepy eyes and a crappy introduction. Anyway I hope everything goes okay.

Loneliness. It's a p. bad feeling! When... oh my gah... quite a few of your friends have significant others it's quite easy to feel left behind. I think the reason why I am such a group hopper is because a majority of my friends have some significant dude in their lives and only want to spend a small portion of their time with me. It's like making a cake made up of little slices of different cakes - and in the end it's just a confusing hodgepodge of sugary, fatty stuff. Sometimes it's not all bad. You see everything. But there are times where I wish my cake was homogenous and tasty and big and good and complete with my friends all the time.

As Sean expressed earlier, he is at breaking point. And I think I might just be there too. Exams, drama, people changing, shit... This is going to be interesting!

Okay, I'm off to work more on my shitty intro that I'm pretty sure everyone else has already written. So good night for now, blog-san!

Likes of the day: dumb bogans on train, sleep, 90s music, beating Graham in big 2
Dislikes of the day: sleepiness, flirting

alones

You don’t have to force your smile for anyone else
It’s alright to smile only for yourself...

Alones - Aqua Timez

piss me off, and i will, seriously rip your -insert profanity-ing head off.

oh yeah, absolutely fantastic mood.

having training for something you volunteered to do, until 8pm, doesnt sit so well in my understanding. especially if it involves sitting in a crowded, tiny minuscule room with 30+ people.

short fuse, fyeahh.

in physics, you learn about tension, and how after a certain amount of stress, the string/chain/linking/whatever, will snap. well, how can that apply in real life eh? everyone can only take so much. but what happens when you reach that breaking point? will you suddenly stretch, and be able to take more? or will you just snap?

just snapping sounds so much easier. (plead on grounds of insanity yeahh.)

i really did think more of you. but i guess i was wrong (as usual). must you really?

im not sure how, really im not sure. how it came to be this way. was it my fault? yours? or both of ours? still, i cant be bothered worrying about it. it's pointless, it really is. don't even bother. (and i cant be bothered caring eitherrrrrr.)

the song Alones, by Aqua Timez strikes me as a really nice piece. nice rhythm and lyrics. and below is the vid haha.

[YouTube] Alones - Aqua Timez

still.

-shrug-

thoughts: -smash, shuttle disintegrates-

-10 < -9 < 10

Stating the obvious

So, it's pretty hot today huh?

nooo.

With one mistake, everything else will be lost
When your head is down, fold your hands
Spread your wings, you can fly...

Fly - Epik High

Don't even bother.

best words piece of advice. (hell yeahh)

today felt like a hell-of-a long day.

arrived at school at 7:50 (man so early) studied econs, went to see H.O.Y about leavers jackets.

was given the choice to do econs test tomorrow, but might as well have gotten it done today.

finished it in 2/3 of the time. just hoping i got most of it right lol. (honestly, i dont really care if i screwed up, so long as i passed.)

rest of day went by pretty fast-ish. (nothing else much really)

during after school chem tuition, since we missed 3-4 classes:

josh: you notice how the people always doing stuff out of class do phys, chem and maths 3AB.

chong: yes, that's because you are all such good students.

sean: ...or we just dont have lives.

(sadly enough, what i said applies to me.)

tomorrow till 8:30 pm, for Cadre training. (really, i have no clue why i even bother with these things.)

distractions are good. they take your mind off what really bothers you. hell, you could be down and blue, and all that is needed is someone to ask you to go find the new designs for leavers jackets. yeah, distractions are extremely useful. only thing that sucks, is when you've finished, and you're no longer distracted. it comes back, and hits you harder. guess it pretty much builds up into something that really packs a punch.

what does the term "friend" mean to you?

is it someone you trust, someone you get along with, or simply just someone you know? it's an extremely broad term, over-used i'd say.

but really, how do you tell your "friends" from everyone else? -shrug-

all A's next year seems possible, all that it would require is:

1. delete my msn/hotmail
2. permanently deactivating fb.
3. turning off my wireless modem.
4. downgrade to $5 a month for mobile.

and i seriously am considering these things. next year is your one shot at uni. the last thing you would want are distractions. (hmm, or i could just turn off the modem, the rest would follow though...mostly.)

alsoo, im not going to organise anything after exams. if you want to, do it yourself.(that is all)

i dont consider it worth the time/effort/preparation i put in. in the end, it becomes just another "outing" that you have a few memories of. what you fail to see is the hours/days/weeks of planning, put in for just a few hours. definitely not worth it on my part. i'd rather play piano.

i'll wrap it up here. organics test tomorrow, and i need a decent amount of sleep.

thoughts: "..."

-10 < -8 < 10