konnichiwa guys ~ I am procrastinating like crazy right now. I've got 3 assessments on friday and one on thursday that is probably worth a shitty crazy amount. I should probably stop caring because the same people always get the best marks and it is just generally unfair. -___- but the sad thing is, I don't think I would be able to have a life outside of education :L school has backed me into a tiny corner and it won't let me out. I wish school wasn't such a stupid rollercoaster with people who seem bent on throwing you out of the rollercoaster and people who have such a strong centre of gravity that everything in the rollercoaster is attracted to them and you're alone on the side and you don't know what to do. I don't like being lonely.

I'm listening to 2NE1's new song "It Hurts" and I like it because I like music with a piano and a idk.. constant running beat? Also one of the chicks in the video has really awesome blue hair! I would want blue hair like that, but blue eyes vs. black eyebrows......... Anyway, I've been tired and sad for two weeks due to sleep deprivation due to bad dreams. I don't even know what I do at night anymore. It's really strange. Maybe I have an alter ego that acts while I sleep like the guy in Fight Club.

I guess... I guess... other than wanting to procrastinate I wanted to write this blog for the following reason - to remind myself, along with other people that one hug can make a difference. Maybe it doesn't seem like it when you gingerly wrap your arms around someone, but really, it does. It can make the difference between a happy person and a sad person or loving and hating; the difference between "nobody would care if I jumped off this bridge onto the highway" and "wow, life is okay after all!". It can mean so, so much to some people.

So next time you drop by McDonalds or KFC and see a lady crying, give her a hug. And next time you see a person who hates your chinky guts, hug them good. And next time you see that one person you really, really want to hug, just do it!

ok, ciao for now.

Likes of the week: Japanese children, friendly bus drivers, kittens, people who sleep on public transport, blue hair, no hair, headphones (still), Jack Johnson, Ikea

Dislikes of the week: SNSD's new song, furballs, people who pretend, people who think that the whole world revolves around them, males who steal my time with my friends...