get your red bull on 'cause i'm ready

you briefly glance at a group of girls; nod at the first's nice ass, wipe the drool off your mouth and then surreptitiously whisper "drop it like it's hot" upon seeing the second's pretty face, give an approving look to the all round hot one and then, an another approving look at the fourth, and at the fifth, think "what the shit is that one doing there?"

you're all familiar to this scenario, amirite?

the things i would do in this scenario:

1. try my best to see the hot-to-trot features of the fourth one. a good personality perhaps? nice smile? maybe sxc hair that you would have to look twice at to fully appreciate.

2. stop looking. it's damn depressing.

3. sympathise?

what would you do?

this issue probably just bothers me because i know the feeling myself: the niggling feeling of "i'm sorry for being so disgusting and ruining it" that lingers in the mind. but it kind of helps to know that sometimes those chix are brimming with self confidence, so it's therefore okay.

soz for ranting (but i guess this is what the blog is for, rite?)

thank you for an amazing night last night funbunnaz! best night i've had in a while.

wooooooh getting ready for hxc study for the weekend!

<3

anonymous shout outs:

- gtfo. you duh invade my personal space.

- thank you so much. i don't even know you but thank you. you unknowingly saved me from so much shiet. :3