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dear anonymous, (it won't be very anonymous/subtle especially since i've already told you i wanted to write about you but meh)

i'm not going to reminisce our g timez because they are mostly filled with you making lame 'it's funny because you're short' jokes or me attempting to physically hurt you but failing. so instead, i'll try my best to convey the extent of how much you mean to me - though you push away my affection and cringe when i scream 'BEST FRIENDS FOREVAAAAAAAA' and run to attack you with a hug from the other side of the hallway.

i've known you for a decade now, and my friendship towards you has evolved (lolpokemon) into crazy unconditional love. you're my best friend and one of the few people on this entire planet that i entrust with everything. even though lately due to your english creative writing story, i feel guilty for talking to you. we've had countless of fights (mainly me raging at you for stupid reasons) where i've sworn never to talk to you again, but of course after 10 or so minutes, i go back to saying 'i love you omgggggg let's never fight again'. i know i need you so much more than you 'need' me and strangely, i've become okay with that. 


people joke around and tell you to stop being such an azn father towards me sometimes but at the end of the day, i'm grateful for your lectures and your honesty whenever you're disappointed in me. you make sure i don't do overly stupid things and you make me a better person. i know i can be creepily protective but srsly, she doesn't know how lucky she is. but i'll try my best to stop death glaring at her every time she walks by me .____.


thank you for always knowing what to say and never leaving me alone and noticing the little things and being my constant. i'm never ever going to forget how much you mean to me. i love you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! etc