"Somewhere along in the bitterness.How To Save A Life - The Fray
And I would have, stayed up with you all night."
Taking a break from my physics report (damn i really hate optics.)
today i'm stumped/clueless as to what to write about. it's becoming pretty "stressful" i guess im just not seeing/showing it. (yet.)
slept when i came back from coaching public speaking, pretty bad headache. (but i guess that's what you deserve when you live off 4 hours sleep.)
slept when i came back from coaching public speaking, pretty bad headache. (but i guess that's what you deserve when you live off 4 hours sleep.)
-sighh- im really losing my wit patience, and no longer as tolerant with people. (i wonder whyy eh...)
still, i dont really think it matters. you can't please anyone everyone, it's nice having a few close friends that (quoting jamiee) "i can trust with my life." there always will be people you clash with, but proof of your character is when you can see past those differences. (yeah well not everyone can look past them.)
got an email from badminton tournament, we originally intended to have 70-80 people, but we ended up with approximately 150 (whoah.) which would then go to explain the absolute chaos that was "gala".
today was mostly spentmocking running and hiding. yes, this is retribution. retaliate all you want, im not going to stop mangg.
the word "meh" is becoming a favourite of mine, shows that you dontreally care give a damn aha. extremely useful in situations where you couldnt care less. (ah the joys and wonders of sarcasm.)
you can drift apart from people amazingly fast. but i dunno, i guess i just really miss those conversations that would go for hours long, about the most random-est of things. yeah, i doubt much more can be done to fix/solve right now, it's just in everyone's nature to move on when there's no longer a purpose.
11:11 now. and personally, ithink am sure there's not much purpose to it at all.
it seems to be one of those things you grow up with, thinking that if you wish hard enough, wish plenty of times, it will eventually come true. yeah well, false hopes much? (yes i know im sounding extremely cynical, i just dont see how it could possibly improve anything.)
part of me still wants to believe it's true though. is it the childish nature? or our own tendency to hope and dream?
school's being an absolute b*tch, physics and chem, yes i know i shouldnt complain, but there's not much else going on. (that i can think of really.)
economics, we got chocolate, explaining market structure and the difference between equity and efficiency.
physics, research about the optics pract.
english, got our essays back, 23/25 yeahh, mashima stillpwned just beat me with a 24 though (i hate youu ahaha jks jks.)
religion, nothing as usual, kinda feeling bad about not bothering to try, even though it has one of the best teachers.
maths, spent around 20 minutes of the lesson sitting outside, teacher had obviously forgotten about the 16 of us who are still at school.
it's becoming more fun, and interesting having more people contribute to the blog. everyone has their own unique writing styles, and it adds variety. for me, first and foremost, it's a medium (physics omg.) that allows me to relax a bit. something that allows me to reflect on my day, and how messed up human nature is.
anyways, physics is calling me back with its seductive voice (i just absolutely love it.)
camp in 3 days time, woo.
thoughts: really?
-10 < -3 < 10
got an email from badminton tournament, we originally intended to have 70-80 people, but we ended up with approximately 150 (whoah.) which would then go to explain the absolute chaos that was "gala".
today was mostly spent
the word "meh" is becoming a favourite of mine, shows that you dont
you can drift apart from people amazingly fast. but i dunno, i guess i just really miss those conversations that would go for hours long, about the most random-est of things. yeah, i doubt much more can be done to fix/solve right now, it's just in everyone's nature to move on when there's no longer a purpose.
11:11 now. and personally, i
it seems to be one of those things you grow up with, thinking that if you wish hard enough, wish plenty of times, it will eventually come true. yeah well, false hopes much? (yes i know im sounding extremely cynical, i just dont see how it could possibly improve anything.)
part of me still wants to believe it's true though. is it the childish nature? or our own tendency to hope and dream?
school's being an absolute b*tch, physics and chem, yes i know i shouldnt complain, but there's not much else going on. (that i can think of really.)
economics, we got chocolate, explaining market structure and the difference between equity and efficiency.
physics, research about the optics pract.
english, got our essays back, 23/25 yeahh, mashima still
religion, nothing as usual, kinda feeling bad about not bothering to try, even though it has one of the best teachers.
maths, spent around 20 minutes of the lesson sitting outside, teacher had obviously forgotten about the 16 of us who are still at school.
it's becoming more fun, and interesting having more people contribute to the blog. everyone has their own unique writing styles, and it adds variety. for me, first and foremost, it's a medium (physics omg.) that allows me to relax a bit. something that allows me to reflect on my day, and how messed up human nature is.
anyways, physics is calling me back with its seductive voice (i just absolutely love it.)
camp in 3 days time, woo.
thoughts: really?
-10 < -3 < 10
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