"look at all those fancy clothes;
lord knows that these could keep us warm just like those.
what about your soul? is it cold?
is it straight from the mould and ready to be sold?"
(Gone - Jack Johnson: my favourite Jack Johnson song)
lord knows that these could keep us warm just like those.
what about your soul? is it cold?
is it straight from the mould and ready to be sold?"
(Gone - Jack Johnson: my favourite Jack Johnson song)
Ni hao everybody! Is it just me or has it been an extremely stressful week? Assessments and drama galore. I did a few horrible things this week: write an extremely nonsensical history essay, let some people down, not speak to people because due to the fact that I've suffered sleep paralysis (that's what it's called rite)/deprivation as I had a really terrible dream and couldn't find the courage to sleep/return to that dream. Also 2011 ball drama -___- But enough of the negativity! There's always tomorrow - I guess.
Discoveries of the week: the greatness of headphones, the difficulty in literature, CHOCOLATE SOY MILK, general awesomeness of friends.
Anyway, I know I'm not so adept at affection or big shows of love; which severely inhibits my social abilities.. And this in addition to the fact that things haven't been so dandy lately has probably made people think that I didn't like them :L. So I just wanted to put it out there that I love my friends and I will do this via an exploration into the types of great friends I have. Here goes:
The friend with the perpetual good (not to mention pretty) head on their shoulders:
hehe. If you're reading this I'm pretty sure you know who you are. Anyway these types of friends are always level-headed regardless of whether things are stressful or ridiculously great - and always good for helping you put things into perspective. When things are blown way out of proportion you know you can count on these types of people to deflate things again.
The silver friends: well, not so much silver. But silver in the sense that they actually secretly care about you and it has only come to light in the worst situation - sort of like a silver lining on a cloud. And the funny thing is, you are eternally grateful for your shitty quandary because you've discovered these wonderful people and the value of your friendships with them.
The friends who trigger crazy maternal/paternal instincts in you: They teach you how to care like a saint, and convince you to want to give hugs all the time because you want to protect them and their innocence from everything. ever. These people encourage you to be a better person p. much all the time.
The ^__^ friends: The ones who seem to make you laugh all the time about the silliest things and just generally lift your spirits when you are near them. If you're sad you don't even need to tell them because they will just make you start laughing ~
The friends who would probably accept you if you had an octopus on your shoulders instead of a head: I think I've been accidentally blessed with too many of these people. Best people to go to when you are in a shit. They make you realize that you're human - not a stupid gargantuan octopus.
The friends who have been there for a looooong time: stability is the best - and so are these people.
The friends you never thought you'd meet but are super cool: enough said.
The fringe friends: The friends outside your normal sphere of relationships who make you see other groups - and not to mention the world - a little bit differently and provide a refreshing breath of air when things get tough.
Pets: non-discriminatory even if you been a total ho to everyone else. Give free licks and lovin' whenever you need it.
I think all of my friends fit into one or more of each of these categories. And I suppose I just wanted to thank everyone for the super contributions they've made to my life thus far. I can only hope that I have made as many good contributions to other people's lives as they have done to mine. so... thanks guys! for not giving up on me - even if I am stupid and have a chronic affection/inferiority complex. you're the best - and even if you change I'll always be waiting. (sorta like Penelope when she waited for good ol' Odysseus)
<3
Discoveries of the week: the greatness of headphones, the difficulty in literature, CHOCOLATE SOY MILK, general awesomeness of friends.
Anyway, I know I'm not so adept at affection or big shows of love; which severely inhibits my social abilities.. And this in addition to the fact that things haven't been so dandy lately has probably made people think that I didn't like them :L. So I just wanted to put it out there that I love my friends and I will do this via an exploration into the types of great friends I have. Here goes:
The friend with the perpetual good (not to mention pretty) head on their shoulders:
hehe. If you're reading this I'm pretty sure you know who you are. Anyway these types of friends are always level-headed regardless of whether things are stressful or ridiculously great - and always good for helping you put things into perspective. When things are blown way out of proportion you know you can count on these types of people to deflate things again.
The silver friends: well, not so much silver. But silver in the sense that they actually secretly care about you and it has only come to light in the worst situation - sort of like a silver lining on a cloud. And the funny thing is, you are eternally grateful for your shitty quandary because you've discovered these wonderful people and the value of your friendships with them.
The friends who trigger crazy maternal/paternal instincts in you: They teach you how to care like a saint, and convince you to want to give hugs all the time because you want to protect them and their innocence from everything. ever. These people encourage you to be a better person p. much all the time.
The ^__^ friends: The ones who seem to make you laugh all the time about the silliest things and just generally lift your spirits when you are near them. If you're sad you don't even need to tell them because they will just make you start laughing ~
The friends who would probably accept you if you had an octopus on your shoulders instead of a head: I think I've been accidentally blessed with too many of these people. Best people to go to when you are in a shit. They make you realize that you're human - not a stupid gargantuan octopus.
The friends who have been there for a looooong time: stability is the best - and so are these people.
The friends you never thought you'd meet but are super cool: enough said.
The fringe friends: The friends outside your normal sphere of relationships who make you see other groups - and not to mention the world - a little bit differently and provide a refreshing breath of air when things get tough.
Pets: non-discriminatory even if you been a total ho to everyone else. Give free licks and lovin' whenever you need it.
I think all of my friends fit into one or more of each of these categories. And I suppose I just wanted to thank everyone for the super contributions they've made to my life thus far. I can only hope that I have made as many good contributions to other people's lives as they have done to mine. so... thanks guys! for not giving up on me - even if I am stupid and have a chronic affection/inferiority complex. you're the best - and even if you change I'll always be waiting. (sorta like Penelope when she waited for good ol' Odysseus)
<3
No comments:
Post a Comment