"little darling, it's been a long, cold, lonely winter
little darling, it feels like years since you've been here
here comes the sun *doo doo doo doo*
here comes the sun - and I say it's alright!"
(here comes the sun - the beatles)
little darling, it feels like years since you've been here
here comes the sun *doo doo doo doo*
here comes the sun - and I say it's alright!"
(here comes the sun - the beatles)
so uh.. today has been a very guilty day for me - which Sean and Justin have no doubt observed throughout the day as we traipsed around northbridge/stayed in the library studying like good little Asian nerds.. I'm hoping that writing a bad blog post about it will somehow make me feel calmer. But anywho today made me feel megaguilt for two reasons:
1. Random Asian lady I've only met once pays for our lunch: ok - so justin, Sean and I were sitting down in a nice little restaurant enjoying a pleasant, Malaysian flavoured lunch. Then my mother and her friend walk into the same restaurant (COINCIDENCE?! I think not -___-) and order their own lunch... AND THEN SUDDENLY THE RANDOM ASIAN LADY PAYS FOR OUR LUNCH. I didn't exactly know what to do except flounder around helplessly - emitting small and pitiful "thank you" noises and pulling a painful smile because I felt so bad.......... I mean it was really very kind of her but still - that moment evoked guilt as I'd never felt it before.
2. I see someone I think I know (but it might not be them due to my impaired eyesight - though there's a very small chance of that) and don't know whether to wave or not so I just don't wave and we stare at each other for a second and then I look down: now this triggered immense guilt in my system. I probably should have just waved anyway but how guilty will I feel when I go back to school on Monday and I see that person and I... ;____; Aiyah!!!
I guess I still have a day to get over this...
Other than that it has been a rather pleasant and good day - and I might procure a job soon. :3 On another note: WHERE ARE ALL THE RESOURCES ABOUT ANDREW MALLARD ON THE INTERNET. stupid P&L. Thank God I'm quitting that next year.
ja mata, blog ~
1. Random Asian lady I've only met once pays for our lunch: ok - so justin, Sean and I were sitting down in a nice little restaurant enjoying a pleasant, Malaysian flavoured lunch. Then my mother and her friend walk into the same restaurant (COINCIDENCE?! I think not -___-) and order their own lunch... AND THEN SUDDENLY THE RANDOM ASIAN LADY PAYS FOR OUR LUNCH. I didn't exactly know what to do except flounder around helplessly - emitting small and pitiful "thank you" noises and pulling a painful smile because I felt so bad.......... I mean it was really very kind of her but still - that moment evoked guilt as I'd never felt it before.
2. I see someone I think I know (but it might not be them due to my impaired eyesight - though there's a very small chance of that) and don't know whether to wave or not so I just don't wave and we stare at each other for a second and then I look down: now this triggered immense guilt in my system. I probably should have just waved anyway but how guilty will I feel when I go back to school on Monday and I see that person and I... ;____; Aiyah!!!
I guess I still have a day to get over this...
Other than that it has been a rather pleasant and good day - and I might procure a job soon. :3 On another note: WHERE ARE ALL THE RESOURCES ABOUT ANDREW MALLARD ON THE INTERNET. stupid P&L. Thank God I'm quitting that next year.
ja mata, blog ~
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